Once again, I've been disappointed and hurt. Why do some people want to hate and continue to wound those who once loved and supported them? I may be able to answer the question, but even I don't like the answer. They are crazy. not just crazy in the usual way, but crazy in the mental-needs long- term therapy kind. Hate will eat you alive. Mental illness will do the same thing, but with mental illness you are so crazy that you don't see the pacman eating away at you. I'm not the crazy one here; just an observation after experiencing first-hand the craziness of a once close friend.

Letting go has made me stronger. Burying the friendship has been cathartic. Stepping back from the friendship has given me a new perspective. I see more clearly.

I now no longer care. Sad but true.